03-24-08

Ok. shush. its not over..=)

I'm thinking of something to blog right now.. But I can't think of any..
I don't know if I should tell you about my THE PRINCE experience..

I mean.. Its kinda amazing.
Its like, the DO's and DONT'S of Acquiring, Handling and Maintaining Power...

Pretty much for a low-grade student like me..=)

Anyway..
Even summer has big decisions..
Mine.. I don't think its that big..=)

First, I have to choose between dance lessons and review.

Dance Lessons
I was trying to get more "grace" in me by applying for ballroom dancing..
Sounds cool, right..?
Yeah.. This show, SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DANCE
its really an inspiration..
And I think its very important for me to, you know..
Put my ideas into body language.. (shit. that can hurt anybody.)

REVIEW STUFF
I just can't understand why most people would want to spend 10 thousand pesos for something that you just need to see again. It sucks..
Anyway. But I think I still have to take those up.. You know.. Its like the FAD in 3-archimedes.

that sucks. big time.

Gosh..
This summer.. will be my first summer in our new house..
And all those teens on the block started to see my hanging around the village for quite sometime..
I haven't met someone that interesting.. well, if I would exclude "economic interests"
hahahahha!

yeah..
I mean, foreigners started to pile up at Mini-stop.. wow. I'm like the "squatter" in this area..
that sucks. big time.

Oh yeah.. Lets talk about books.
because they're piling up in my room again..

Nicholas Sparks, this Trojan War thingy that has pictures on it..=), Crime and Punishment, The art of war that Marc recommends with his whole heart, Love in the time of Cholera, 100 years of Solitude, Other Boleyn Girl.. Argh!

I just can't stand them all!!
But still, I can't just let them drift away!!!

COLLEGE
College. a big part of every educated person's life. gosh.
Its like that I don't want to be educated.. or something like that..
I still don't have a stable college course.
My dad wants me to take medicine. Hell. Am I too smart in this level..?
I was thinking, maybe I should take something related to English literature.. But.. is there a stable job for that..?

I don't know. I just can't imagine myself working that way..
Here's what I would like to be.. Ummm.. MY FUTURE..

Ambassador of the Earth to the Martians..
Supermodel (ummm.. Tyra Banks..?!)
Writer (of best-selling romance and fiction novels)
Computer Programmer (waaaaa!! the greatest dream!)
Test Subject (hahahha!)
Professional wrestler. (yeah!)
Female version of Travis Barker.. (sweet.)
Chef (wow. heavy!)
Forensics Expert (heavier)
President.. no, ummmm.. Empress of the Philippines! (heaviest!!!)

well.. what do you think... I can be those things at the same time with this desire and determination..!

hahhahahhha!

niweiz. bored..?

NOW PLAYING:
Upakan - Tito, Vic and Joey
Whatever you like - Nicole Scherzinger
Take what you want - Lily Allen
You don't love me anymore - Weird Al Yankovic
Come to me - P.Diddy
Only fooling myself - Kate Voegele (much like Michelle Branch. literally.)
Last Kiss - Pearl Jam
Nine Crimes - Damien Rice
Barracuda - Heart

03-14-08

Woah..

Its been weeks since I blogged my way out of boredom..

Maybe I'm just not that bored these days.. That's because of the overflowing duties assigned to me.. Including the periodical exam, projects, class meetings (which stresses me a lot that I nearly died..)
And another one is the "sci-cal issue"

You know.. I'm not supposed to blog it for the world to see..
But I just have to get this off my chest.

First of all, I'm very sorry.. Really, I am..
For not being a great and trustworthy friend.
I know I've been a wasted friend.. I know I threw your trust away.. I know I can't bring that back again.. I know I should have said things first before making that move.
But I know that risk will help you..
It will help you to gain trust from others.. Others that you have yet to meet.
Maybe I just did the harsh approach on putting things up.. Maybe because I'm afraid you'll just scare me away. Maybe you'll just sham your counterattacks to my face..

Yeah.. I thought of that.. That's why I'm afraid to approach you. That's why I avoided it.. That's why I spent my precious nights just thinking about that damn thing..

And I know, no matter what decision I make.. It can affect many lives.

Second.. I'm so scared.. Really, I am...
For being a coward to approach you.. for not discussing these matters with you..
I know that to you will change a lot.. but not everything..
I just took the easy but devastating way out.. I just want the quickest solution..
And I just thought, what about our friendship..? The laughter? The pain? the treats..? The chicken fillet and the large fries..?!

I risked it all.. I know..

And I know, no matter what decision I make.. It can affect many lives.

Third.. I'm stark raving mad.. Really, I am..
For being called a bad friend.. For being hated for doing what I know is right.
For seeing things in a bigger picture and be out of your rather "exclusive" world.
Who did the error in the first place..? Who did the most unfair thing in the world?
who made that cunning move that stepped on the snapped brains of the ones who don't sleep just to study hard?
I know, its pressure.. I mean.. So much pressure because of our low capabilities.
But that sort of thing.. Is not what friends look up for.. Its not what friends do together.. Its not the standing of a true friendship..

I've seen you do those things.. I've seen you do them since the day I met you in a personal level. And I want to change that..

But then.. I know our efforts will be gone to waste..
So don't shove it to my face.. that I'm not a good friend.. That I don't trust you enough.. that I don't love you enough..

Wow.. Because if the friends you talk about do what you're doing.. Hell.. Go to the drug den or in prison and find yourself a friend.

I'm so pissed off.. yeah..

now.. this BREAD addiction of mine is getting worse.. But I think its better than shifting to metal rock..=)

OK.. Should I talk more about my "mis-adventures" this week..? this month..? hahahahha!

Never mind.. its summer.. what happens in school, SHOULD DEFINITELY STAY IN SCHOOL.
Teachers! please!!!

OK now.. I think your eyes are swelling because my article is too long..
So lets cut it.. and cut it reeeeaaaaallllll hard..=)

NOW PLAYING
I don't wanna be - Gavin DeGraw
Realize - Colbie Caillat
Forget about me - Little Bit
Drops of Jupiter - Train
Make it with you - Bread
Aubrey - Bread
If - Bread
Everything I own - Bread
Diary - Bread
Baby, I'mma want you - Bread (melts me away..)
Waiting in vain - Bob Marley
Sweat - Inner Circle

02-17-08 ..The prom response..

OK.. everything's mixed up...
I'm supposed to blog about my prom night..

but I'm thinking something different..
Oh well.. I think that can wait..

Ummmm.. prom. yeah.. I had a very memorable prom.. (i think..)

PREPARE FOR BATTLE..
I woke up at 4 am.. ate my heavy breakfast.. its Tender Juicy hotdog balls with ketchup.. Then me and my mom went to Mandaluyong..

I stayed at my grandma's house in Bulalakaw.. And I stayed there until 2 pm..
Know what I did there..? I played DOTA all morning.. as in non-stop DOTA..

at 2:30pm, we went to James Cooper Salon.. I'm so excited.. not because I know that my hair and make-up will be expensive.. but because I get to see my dad's designs.. ummm.. he designed the salon.. and I'm proud to say that the place was wonderful..

ummm.. that's why I can't keep my head still.. I mean the make-up artist was mad about my insanity..

OK.. the finished product? I hate it a bit.. Coz' I really want my hair to be straight.. but my mom said that its not very formal to look at..

After that, we went back to my grandma's house.. I slipped my dress in.. and..
woah.. IS THIS ME...??

Honestly, when I saw myself in the mirror.. I thought.. I'M NOT GONNA BE MYSELF TONIGHT.. hmmmm..

ENTRANCE (OF COLORS)
Adrian Buena was the first guy I saw on my way in school..
He's wearing a red formal top.. he's with a bunch of familiar guys.. but I can't state them in this blog..

Cedric Vergel.. Second guy I saw.. He's cute. heheheheh.
He's with the "A1" girls.. hehehehheh.. you can ask me personally about the A1 girls..
And Cecilia Fernando (Chippy).. she looked like a cute japanese doll.. I love her get-up. it fitted her.

then, I signed up for the attendance.. Mam Bal looks so good, I can stain my white gown with blood.. Hahahhahahahahhahah!!!

I went to the line for the entrance.. As usual, I can't see my partner anywhere.. But at least everyone I need is around me.. Cheska, wearing a coffee cream dress with high curls, Michelle, wearing a purple dress with plunging neckline that shows off her BIGGEST asset, Hazel, wearing her sexy and sparkly black dress Pat, with her brown dress with matching brown stilettos and Nikki, wearing her pink "diwata" dress..

OK.. as for the entrance itself, we sucked.. we messed up during the dance because the song stopped.. me and Marck Acelar just continued the dance..

PROGRAM
So, I got to my table.. and I stood there until my soles hurt.. then, finally, "Ladies and Gentlemen, you may now take your seats.."

Lets jump to the exchange of candles.. I messed up again.. I mean, totally..
I was the last geek on the line, and the girls before me were cramming to pass the candles.. Unfortunately, I was given 5 whopping pink candles.. I was about to exchange it with my 4th year partner but when I turned, he was already gone!

OK.. so I went back to my table, carrying 5 pink candles.. (woah.. I guess I'll be forever a 3rd year student..)

Ummmm.. Last will and testament.. I waited for it.. I expected a common title.. something like.. "No Comment" image.. or something like that..

But, wow! I got the Superwoman image from..Joanna Marie Arreglado..!
I mean.. that's heavy for someone like me.. when she gave me that piece of paper, it felt heavy for me.. But somehow, the weight eased when she hugged me.. I hope I can take that image the way it should be lived..

FOOD
I was given a meal stub by Sir Patron.. and I put it inside my gown so it won't be lost..
By the time we were supposed to fall in line for the buffet, woah.. I can't reach it!

So I pretended I have to get something from under the table, and I searched for my stub..
wow.. that was hard. good thing the 4th year guys didn't notice me..!

The food was good... ummm.. pretty good.. But I hate their chicken.. its not juicy enough..
And their soup.. its cold.. yuck!

DANCES
I enjoyed the dances.. especially the Paso Doble dance.. I just pity those dancers with long gowns.. gosh.. can't believe they can stand that difficulty..

AWARDS

I adore the winners.. they fit the title.. I'm also proud to support Camae as the Prom Princess.. Good thing she has something precious to hold as she goes to Canada.. I just hate VISA's..

Hmmmm.. I just noticed something.. Is it that obvious that most of the winners are very famous...? I have seen many beautiful women that night.. And I can say, more beautiful than the winners.. I drooled over their overnight transformations and they really bloom.. but somehow, I think the Prom winners carry a legacy that one prom night cannot match..

But still...

FREE DANCE
OK.. I think I don't have to tell you about how I enjoyed this part.. And I think my friends have enjoyed it too.. We rocked the dance floor.. especially when the song LOW by Flo rida & T-Pain started to play.. Forget the long gowns and tight tux! its party time!

Ummm.. slow songs were .. slow.. I wish it was longer.. in a way that HE CAN GAIN THE COURAGE TO ASK ME FOR A DANCE..

since the songs weren't really romantic.. I guess the night wasn't..
But still.. I wish you have made my night more romantic for me..

(notice my playlist..? mostly country, right..?)
Don't forget to answer my survey!!

NOW PLAYING:
Stupid Boy - Keith Urban
Before he cheats - Carrie Underwood
Barely breathing - Duncan Sheik
Geek in the Pink - Jason Mraz
All you wanted - Michelle Branch
Vanishings - Secret and Whisper
Crazy kinda crush on you - Jonas Brothers
Charlotte - Air traffic
Livin' on a prayer - Bon Jovi

02-06-08

Is a wednesday.. Half day in school..

But what a day...! So tiring.. We ran around the school.. telling students and teachers what went wrong.. then they told us to get it right..

But.. its cool.. yeah.. the temperature is not that low.. but its cool..

Hahhahhahaha!

You know, this should be a COMELEC matter..

But I hate to .. ummm... eliminate those who want to run for elections..

I know we have to set standards for the SSG.. but it makes me think that a lot of.. ummmm.. "not so fortunate" students had the guts to run.. I mean.. even the smarter ones don't have the courage to run.. But when I looked at the "hopeful's" profiles.. their grades are.. you know.. not that high..

Yeah.. that's why James and I kept running in circles just to get a lot of approvals from the subject teachers...

But still.. its a tiring day..

And oh, I still have to explain what happened to me and Floatee..

Well.. That happened on new year's eve..

And I just saw something.. no.. I had this spark.. this spark told me that..

What I hold significantly means nothing to him.

Hmm.. ang labo.. Basta.. hindi kasama sa highlights ng 2007 nya ang mga bagay na hindi natututunan sa school..

Eh, alam mo naman ako.. mas importante para sa akin ang mga bagay na hindi natututunan sa school...

Pero ngayon.. ngayong medyo nakaka-usap ko na sya ulit.. bumabalik ata yung attraction ko sa kanya...

syet... ang gulo ko no..?

Teka.. napapahaba na ata yung masterpiece ko.. Nasaway pa ako kanina.. FYI, nasa office kasi ako ng ermats ko.. hay..

Sige na nga.. titigil na ako.. lakad-lakad na lang ako sa Megamall..

SIGNING OFF..

NOW PLAYING:

Love song - Sara Barielles

Piece of me - Britney Spears

Accidentally in love - Counting Crows

All star - Smash mouth

Whatever it takes - Lifehouse

Infatuation - Maroon 5

Good day - The click five

Take you there - Sean Kingston

The authority song - Jimmy eat world

I'm crazy for this girl - Lifehouse.. (I'm melting..)

Programming is like SEX..

Hay naku.. ala na naman akong magawa dito..
And I'm too bored to start something involved in school..
Ayoko munang iuwi sa bahay ang problema sa impyernong yun..

Sana.. makapaglaro na ako ng Sims 2..
Sana makapagprogram na lang ako ng sarili kong SIMS 2..

Yeah.. Programming.. yun kaya i-take ko sa college..
Ummmm.. Nah! Kasi.. ummmm..

Hmmm.. Programming is like sex..! Haha!

Programming is like sex because...

• One mistake and you have to support it for the rest of your life.
• Once you get started, you'll only stop because you're exhausted.
• It takes another experienced person to really appreciate what you're doing.
• ...Conversely, there's some odd people who pride themselves on their lack of experience.
• You can do it for money or for fun.
• If you spend more time doing it than watching TV, people think you're some kind of freak.
• It's not really an appropriate topic for dinner conversation.
• Public schools don't do a very good job teaching kids about it.
• It doesn't make any sense at all if you try to explain it in strictly clinical terms.
• Some people are just naturally good at it.
• ...But some people will never realize how bad they are, and you're wasting your time trying to tell them.
• There are a few weirdos with bizarre practices nobody really is comfortable with.
• One little thing going wrong can ruin everything.
• It's a great way to spend a lunch break.
• Everyone acts like they're the first person to come up with a new technique.
• Everyone who's done it pokes fun at those who haven't.
• Beginners do a lot of clumsy fumbling about.
• You'll miss it if it's been a while since you've done it.
• There's always someone willing to write about the only right way to do things.
• It doesn't go so well when you're drunk, but you're more likely to do it.
• Sometimes it's fun to use expensive toys.
• It usually goes faster when you do it alone.
• When women hear guys bragging about it they become disgusted.
• If you're not careful about how you do it, all sorts of nasty bugs can appear.
• ...And debugging is annoying, painful, and very embarrassing.


NOW PLAYING:
the ties that bind - Dave Melillo (ganda.. super..! mahirap nga lang i-download..)
Read between the lines - Dave Melillo
Tattoo - Jordin Sparks
Clumsy - Fergie
Get low - Fabulous & T-Pain
Little of your time - Maroon 5 (So good.. takes a little of your time to be loved)
Skyway Avenue - We the Kings (nahalungkat sa baul ng mga downloads na hindi napakinggan..)
Dekada - Join the Club (miss ko na to)

01-09-08 Part 1

Ok.. Its my first blog for this year.. And today is Tuesday..

Gosh.. I shouldn't be blogging right now.. Coz.. I have more important things to do..
One is the Journal Critique to be passed on Friday.. Countless homeworks.. And this research thing for Zoology..

Speaking of Zoology..  think It's the worst subject I've had in my entire life.. Seriously..
Its not because I'm failing.. (hmm.. I am failing..) Its not because of the difficulty of the subject..

Its the effort.. Immeasurable effort.. Like I'm spending half of my precious time at home doing Zoology homeworks and half of my time crappy time at school reviewing for Zoology quizzes..

Gosh.. I expected this subject to be more interesting.. Because of dissection, studying animal behavior and animal body parts.. These things are very useful for the dream job.. To be a Forensics Expert..

But know..? A nightmare job..! I mean.. how can you choose a biology course in college if you get this punishment first..?!

OK, OK.. I just hate the.. ummm.. "techniques" that the teacher use..
Its not like I can't adapt to it.. Its just it'll take you a lifetime's hardwork to get a high score..

SIGNING OFF..

12-14-07

Hey.. Is been a while since I blogged my heart out.. Hehhehhe..
Gosh, the days pass too quickly.. I think I can’t keep up with it..

Hah.. The feeling of weekends.. Its one of the feelings that you don’t want to melt away..
Here’s another thing..
I’m sooooooo sorry for everyone who expects something from me this Christmas.. I just can’t manage my money this time because I need to save for something very essential..

So.. I’m here again.. in my mom’s office..
And I’m supposed to be with my friends in Robinson’s Pioneer but I can’t go with them..

Why??

Because I have no money..
And.. Hey, SM Megamall is just few steps away..? Why settle on a cheaper mall..?!
(I thought you said you have no money..??!)
Bwahhahhahhha!

I don’t know if you’ll notice.. But my Now Playing list is very long.. But my article is short..

That’s because I’m busy updating my MySpace account.. Searching for new bands to idolize.. And I’m chatting with Jordan Pruitt..!
(Well, I don’t know if she’s really Jordan Pruitt.. But it sounds like her! Through voice chat, of course!)


NOW PLAYING:
Your life and mine – Just surrender
The way we talk – The Maine (Thanks, Isaac!)
Linger – The Cranberries
Jersey – Mayday Parade
Tongue Tied – Faber drive
Secret Valentine – We the kings
Waiting – Renee Cassar
All we are – One republic
I wrote this song – Making April (nice)
Piece of me – Britney Spears