bottled.

UNDER-LIQUOR.

fridge ng isang bahay na may babaeng toddler.

my company for many nights

wow.

Lasing na tlaga.

03-31-08

its the end of my March march..=)
(cute..)

OK, unlike other bloggers, I'm not gonna blog tonight because of boredom..
because, this summer, I've realized that my life will revolve around movies, books and porkchops.

I want to do many things.. Its like I want to learn everything there is to learn outside the classroom walls..

Its like I'm craving for a teenager's life.. not a student's life.

weird.

OK, lets start off..
Movies.
Everyone's looking for the new movies.. So, I researched for the old ones..
My mom, the ultimate hippie movie-goer, is the perfect consultant of old movies..
Umm.. honestly, I can't consider them old.. But because of their themes and special effects, they're OLD. big time.
One is While you were Sleeping starring Sandra Bullock and Bill Pullman.
Two is Dangerous Minds.. (loved the soundtrack.)
Three, Somewhere in Time starring Christopher Reeves (before the fall off the horse and the plagiarism of GMA.)

The rest, I can't really remember.. And I'm too tired to travel the long, long road downstairs just to get the CD's.

Books.
Its like they're lined up for my sweet stuff.. (familiar with this line..? if not, you suck.. Its the caption if you had 10 lovers at the same time in the SIMS 2..)
Everything fruity in the loops..
I switched to war, then romance.. then Bob Ong books, then local pocketbooks, then about war again.. so sick..
And, bwahahahah! after 3 weeks of cursing National Book Store and Powerbooks..
Finally!!
I had The Other Boleyn Girl!
I'm just too excited to read it, that I forgot about everything.

Porkchops.
The smell of my hands after chopping garlic and onions used in marinating the porkchops..
Arrgh.. hate it!


Well.. For all you guys, my review center is LSC..
I registered for 88 hours, May 5-30, morning sessions, Ortigas branch..
Its very convenient. not too far from our house, its near malls..=) plus, there's a whopping 40% discount for Science high school studs..=)

So Enroll now!!!!!!!!

OK, about my NOW Playing list.. Most of the song there are played at random. So I don't care if you like them or not.. Most of the underground songs are not that reliable.. because of that damn internet, the poser club have grown that Russia is considered small. haha!

Niweiz, some of the songs below, makes me want to remember HIM. =)
I know you can FEEL who you are.

NOW PLAYING:
Nine Crimes - Damien Rice
Given up - Linkin Park
Let's get fucked up and die - Motion City Soundtrack
99 Luft balloons - Nena (love this..)
This turbulance is beautiful - You Me at Six
Last Kiss - Pearl Jam
Only fooling myself - Kate Voegele
Scotty doesn't know - Lustra
Sorry - Buckcherry (makes me wanna die..)
Teardrops on my guitar - Taylor Swift
If I didn't love you - Tina Arena
Plastic promises - Awake and Dreaming

KABULUKAN NG LIPUNAN (yet, still craving for more..)

Ugly Stepsister 1..

Ugly Stepsister 3.. hhahah!

Ganda ng President namin!!

Nanay daw ni Shan Cai sa Meteor Garden.

Nasan na anak ko? Shan Cai...!!!

Extra Luggage..??

3A: nababangag na masyado, pinakyaw na ang mga Lego!!!

Mariel: Melo, Get away! baka bumagsak building ko!!!

McDo: walang SUNDAE...!!!! hahahahha!

Rose.. Bud..? ahhahah!!

Ches! alam na namin na vain ka!!

Sharpay!! BFF!

Hai naku, Rose, Nag-oopen forum, diba..?!

What's this game again..?!
hala. Angelo. Baka mapunit binti ni Melo.

Last WOMAN standing: Joyce!!

extra!!

Hai.. predictable..

Who took this..?!

Jamming, Cramming..

AP workbook mayhem.

Delivery for James!!

Kakatapos lng ng AP workbook sa rooftop ni Cheska!

Karapat-dapat na Bb. Pilipinas-World!

Pagado, sino kumuha ng pic mo..? baket nsa kanya CP ko..?

Live Museum (AVR) ehem. Posterior area.=)

Lets get over this before summer breaks loose..=)

Waiting for customers.

Slumber party ni Adolf Hitler.

The Panic Room.

Pirates of SS Archimedes

Nangangapit-bahay..=)

Go, Annlo!

wa epek ang init! vain pa rin!!!
(sino yung malapad na manong sa tabi..?)

Oli: ang ganda ng likod!!

Wag kalimutang mag-tag,... tsaka pa-link na rin!! =)

03-25-08

hi!
just to tell you the truth, this isn't supposed to be my blog entry for today.
I just edited the whole thing..

Anyway.. its March 25.
Its my dad's birthday.. And Jacob's birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

OK.. lets go straight to the point.
My consciousness can't control my insanity anymore. Everything that I desire just started to explode... its like I want to attend to them all at the same time.

I'm talking about Anime, Romance Novels, War/history books, Chocolates, Wrestlemania, Friendster, Underground songs, Bob Ong books, Nail polish, cooking pancit bihon..

It hurts. Just typing them here makes me think of more.
Its like all my suspended hobbies during school days begin to pile up on me.
Is it because I know too many things that I want to satisfy my cravings on curiosity and social awareness..? (that's not right..)

Lets just talk about today.
Today, I have accomplished many things.. Unlike during school days..=)

One, I finished reading MESSAGE IN A BOTTLE by NICHOLAS SPARKS.
And, that's a record! Normally, I can finish a 300-page novel in a week.. I finished that novel for 1.5 days..! hahhahhhha!
The novel is great.. It should be ranked with the classics.. Not every writer can make his reader cry. I have read 4 novels by Nicholas Sparks. And they all made my cry. Big time.
The amazing thing is, whenever I read them again, I still cry..=) Miracle..? no, its masterpiece..=)


Two, I nearly perfected cooking pancit bihon for my dad..
Nearly perfect.. Yeah.. That sucked. Big time.
Its not too tasty, unlike the ones you order during baptisms and fiestas..
And the "sahog", I used chicken and shrimp.. But the chicken is not that soft and juicy.. I was planning to toast it again but ran out of time..
Anyway, at least we have something to eat..=)


Three, I cut my BODY ANKLET.
I know, this is a bit shallow. But body anklets are important parts of my life..?
Why..? I really don't know the deal.
OK, what is a body anklet?
I just invented the term..=) Its the anklet, usually made from threads, that stays with me throughout the year.. I mean, its like a tattoo. I had my first body anklet when I was in Grade 5. Its a black, red, green and yellow string that my boy-friends gave me.. Its actually a bracelet, but because its too loose, I used it as an anklet. And it stayed with me for.. 13 months or so..
I called it a body anklet, because, it became a part of my body.. in that span of time, I didn't untie it.. OK, lets just say its like the large iron ball chained on a prisoner's foot.. All my sins, morbid ideas, lies, worries are attached with the anklet.. so when I cut it off, I feel I can just let them drift away.. Not forget them, but put it in my "unconscious side".

OK, the day's not over yet. But my blog entry is.. I will just cut off early because crunchyroll finished buffering..=)

see you in my next entry!!


NOW PLAYING:
none. listens to Japanese dubbers..=) they speak English like shit.
uhhmmm no, Shit speaks english better than Japanese. (sorry..)

03-24-08

Ok. shush. its not over..=)

I'm thinking of something to blog right now.. But I can't think of any..
I don't know if I should tell you about my THE PRINCE experience..

I mean.. Its kinda amazing.
Its like, the DO's and DONT'S of Acquiring, Handling and Maintaining Power...

Pretty much for a low-grade student like me..=)

Anyway..
Even summer has big decisions..
Mine.. I don't think its that big..=)

First, I have to choose between dance lessons and review.

Dance Lessons
I was trying to get more "grace" in me by applying for ballroom dancing..
Sounds cool, right..?
Yeah.. This show, SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DANCE
its really an inspiration..
And I think its very important for me to, you know..
Put my ideas into body language.. (shit. that can hurt anybody.)

REVIEW STUFF
I just can't understand why most people would want to spend 10 thousand pesos for something that you just need to see again. It sucks..
Anyway. But I think I still have to take those up.. You know.. Its like the FAD in 3-archimedes.

that sucks. big time.

Gosh..
This summer.. will be my first summer in our new house..
And all those teens on the block started to see my hanging around the village for quite sometime..
I haven't met someone that interesting.. well, if I would exclude "economic interests"
hahahahha!

yeah..
I mean, foreigners started to pile up at Mini-stop.. wow. I'm like the "squatter" in this area..
that sucks. big time.

Oh yeah.. Lets talk about books.
because they're piling up in my room again..

Nicholas Sparks, this Trojan War thingy that has pictures on it..=), Crime and Punishment, The art of war that Marc recommends with his whole heart, Love in the time of Cholera, 100 years of Solitude, Other Boleyn Girl.. Argh!

I just can't stand them all!!
But still, I can't just let them drift away!!!

COLLEGE
College. a big part of every educated person's life. gosh.
Its like that I don't want to be educated.. or something like that..
I still don't have a stable college course.
My dad wants me to take medicine. Hell. Am I too smart in this level..?
I was thinking, maybe I should take something related to English literature.. But.. is there a stable job for that..?

I don't know. I just can't imagine myself working that way..
Here's what I would like to be.. Ummm.. MY FUTURE..

Ambassador of the Earth to the Martians..
Supermodel (ummm.. Tyra Banks..?!)
Writer (of best-selling romance and fiction novels)
Computer Programmer (waaaaa!! the greatest dream!)
Test Subject (hahahha!)
Professional wrestler. (yeah!)
Female version of Travis Barker.. (sweet.)
Chef (wow. heavy!)
Forensics Expert (heavier)
President.. no, ummmm.. Empress of the Philippines! (heaviest!!!)

well.. what do you think... I can be those things at the same time with this desire and determination..!

hahhahahhha!

niweiz. bored..?

NOW PLAYING:
Upakan - Tito, Vic and Joey
Whatever you like - Nicole Scherzinger
Take what you want - Lily Allen
You don't love me anymore - Weird Al Yankovic
Come to me - P.Diddy
Only fooling myself - Kate Voegele (much like Michelle Branch. literally.)
Last Kiss - Pearl Jam
Nine Crimes - Damien Rice
Barracuda - Heart

03-14-08

Woah..

Its been weeks since I blogged my way out of boredom..

Maybe I'm just not that bored these days.. That's because of the overflowing duties assigned to me.. Including the periodical exam, projects, class meetings (which stresses me a lot that I nearly died..)
And another one is the "sci-cal issue"

You know.. I'm not supposed to blog it for the world to see..
But I just have to get this off my chest.

First of all, I'm very sorry.. Really, I am..
For not being a great and trustworthy friend.
I know I've been a wasted friend.. I know I threw your trust away.. I know I can't bring that back again.. I know I should have said things first before making that move.
But I know that risk will help you..
It will help you to gain trust from others.. Others that you have yet to meet.
Maybe I just did the harsh approach on putting things up.. Maybe because I'm afraid you'll just scare me away. Maybe you'll just sham your counterattacks to my face..

Yeah.. I thought of that.. That's why I'm afraid to approach you. That's why I avoided it.. That's why I spent my precious nights just thinking about that damn thing..

And I know, no matter what decision I make.. It can affect many lives.

Second.. I'm so scared.. Really, I am...
For being a coward to approach you.. for not discussing these matters with you..
I know that to you will change a lot.. but not everything..
I just took the easy but devastating way out.. I just want the quickest solution..
And I just thought, what about our friendship..? The laughter? The pain? the treats..? The chicken fillet and the large fries..?!

I risked it all.. I know..

And I know, no matter what decision I make.. It can affect many lives.

Third.. I'm stark raving mad.. Really, I am..
For being called a bad friend.. For being hated for doing what I know is right.
For seeing things in a bigger picture and be out of your rather "exclusive" world.
Who did the error in the first place..? Who did the most unfair thing in the world?
who made that cunning move that stepped on the snapped brains of the ones who don't sleep just to study hard?
I know, its pressure.. I mean.. So much pressure because of our low capabilities.
But that sort of thing.. Is not what friends look up for.. Its not what friends do together.. Its not the standing of a true friendship..

I've seen you do those things.. I've seen you do them since the day I met you in a personal level. And I want to change that..

But then.. I know our efforts will be gone to waste..
So don't shove it to my face.. that I'm not a good friend.. That I don't trust you enough.. that I don't love you enough..

Wow.. Because if the friends you talk about do what you're doing.. Hell.. Go to the drug den or in prison and find yourself a friend.

I'm so pissed off.. yeah..

now.. this BREAD addiction of mine is getting worse.. But I think its better than shifting to metal rock..=)

OK.. Should I talk more about my "mis-adventures" this week..? this month..? hahahahha!

Never mind.. its summer.. what happens in school, SHOULD DEFINITELY STAY IN SCHOOL.
Teachers! please!!!

OK now.. I think your eyes are swelling because my article is too long..
So lets cut it.. and cut it reeeeaaaaallllll hard..=)

NOW PLAYING
I don't wanna be - Gavin DeGraw
Realize - Colbie Caillat
Forget about me - Little Bit
Drops of Jupiter - Train
Make it with you - Bread
Aubrey - Bread
If - Bread
Everything I own - Bread
Diary - Bread
Baby, I'mma want you - Bread (melts me away..)
Waiting in vain - Bob Marley
Sweat - Inner Circle